Photo taken last week before gg to club (: ok! i know i look plump or mayb i shd say rounder den i was previously.. but i think i look better den i was last time. just that look a lil more tired lah.

Didnt went out yesterday cos me&SH went out for MJ-ing till 5am. so we stayed home the whole day watching movies and napping. Today, I woke up about 9am so, i went to start what-apping ppl. askin if they are awake, cos i wanted to have mac breakkie. and bestie was awake!! THANK GOD! so i washed up, changed and drove to her place to fetch her (:

We haven met each other for few weeks liao. Actually i would say we haven had a proper meet up for mths le. cos, ever since i found out i was preg, i was damn busy. Busy preparing for wedding, and now been really tired to go out also. We did had a chitchatting session lah. so it wasnt that bad also.

After breakkie, i sent her home and headed back. SH bbm-ed me telling me he got to work.. but didnt know what time, thus we took a lil nap from like 11am-1pm before his dad asked us to have lunch downstairs. after lunch, SH headed to work. while me.. I went to town with my MIL to get back my chanel necklace and SH's mont blanc wallet which we had sent for repair.

Parked the car at wheelock and walked to taka. there, i showed my MIL de burberry bag that i wanted to get for bbtai, and she mentioned it was a lil too big for me. which i totally agreed ! but SH wanted me to get de bigger version leh. anyway, brought her to JC to see de bb bag, and she immediately say that 1 looks soooo much nicer plus its soo me :x she also knows i love pink. HAHA!

So, she bought that bag for me.. ( in de end my FIL say he would pay for it ) Now, i got a pink JC bb bag! mad pretty lo (: and im gonna psycho SH to get me the smaller version of the burberry since he agreed to get for me that bag le. thus im gonna have 2 bags which i liked sooo much ! hehe^^

Im really thankful for having such a great parents in law, they do take very good care of me despite the naggings. while for my hus, yes! he mayb irritating at times, and i may complain about him all the time but deep down i do really love him and i know he does too. but still, i am very sure he is a very NIAO person.. oh well, got good got bad. at least he is treatin me nice lah (: shall not be sooo demandin. yup. i guess thats about it. gonna acc him study as he is having his prelims tml. im sure he will pass despite studying sooo last min. Sweetheart, JiaYou i know you can do it. love you lots..

Suddenly, i felt damn emo. thus another blog post. I ought to be shot dead lah, cos it isnt much of a big deal just that i felt like ranting a little here.

This sat marks me&sh's monthsary, we have been together for 1yr8mths and is still counting. And mon marks our 3rd monthsary as husband&wife. I wanted to have a lil celebration cos of the fact that we haven celebrate any monthsaries or anything else for like 8 mths ? ok mayb got 1 year also. cos i seriously cant rmb when was the last time we did celebrate anything together. ohh. mayb his suppose to be "surprise" birthday gathering. even so, he didnt appreciated wad i did.

I still rmb him promising to acc me to USS on my birthday but cos he had class from 12pm-3pm so we decided to go on another day but still celebrate my bday with me. FYI, we were just frens.. de night before my birthday i was totally wasted. drunk to de extent i dun rmb much of what happened that night. his fren send me to his place instead of mine.. so, i spent de night at his place.

Morning came and i rmb i did puke on his bed, and he actually cleared everything before he left for sch. soon after, i cleared up and prepared to head home. I know i didnt want to leave, and i did ask him to acc me after sch but he told me he had agreed to go to his fren's hotel party which kindda make me hate his fren alot. HAHA! I had hangover the whole day and didnt had much to eat.

I dunno why, but just when i felt we are close.. sth will come and trigger my emo-ness. Yes, i feel fortunate to have a husband that actually cares for me&my son but den yet i envy the fact of what other couples be it married or not do have. I mean human is like that right ? when we have a we want b.. ): So, its like i wanna have some time with him like dating... but he told me this " exam is here, need to study " its like WTF?!?!?!?! he can study awhile and spend de rest of his time playin games and den when his fren ask him over to their place to MJ he can go over but yet when i just ask him to acc me watch a movie and have lunch at a place i want to he told me he got to study ?

Seriously, Im tryin to be strong thus i told him nvm. but honestly, im like crying.. I am still young leh! i still wanna have those sweet lil treats from guys also mah! for my case i want it from him. (obviously cos i love him and he is my hus) but i doubt he knows and i didnt want to say much to actually force him into doing so, cos that isnt what he wanted and i dun wanan use force. so, Im like emo emo now and decided to rant here. cos he reads my twitter and doesnt read my blog already. so i guess this is de best place where i can type out how i really feel.

Im sure pregnancy is playing its part for letting me feel this way. OH GOD! i hope i still can be happy so that bbtai wont be a cry baby like his mum. )':

Its Monday again. DRATS! Like what i mentioned on sat, I went to PH that night. before that, SH&myself had dinner at Vivo. We had fastfood again.. Carl's JR. Karl came to join us as he reached early. We went to get the chop early cos we didnt want to queue up at the later part. Waited for Chanel&Kane to reach, den they ordered 2 bottles of Johnny Walker as it was before 10pm they were able to get de 1for1 promo. so in total there were 4 bottles. the guys started playing games and started drinking. Felt damn sian cos i cant drink or dance. but at least i didnt just stayed home lah.

Felt kindda disappointed cos SH left me alone and kept disappearing. but i didnt want to spoil his fun thus i didnt say much also. But somehow i damn scared that i will find him dancin with another girl lo. Its not that i dun trust him, but i do have a phobia. esp 2 years ago. when he celebrated his 21st at PH and den he danced with another girl infront of me. He didnt touch her lah, but she was like touchin him lo. of cos i wouldnt want another girl to touch him wad. HE'S MINE! and YES! IM POSSESSIVE! Dun wanna share my things(which includes my hus).

But i kept tellin myself he wont do it already.. I have to trust him again, if not how can he trust me right ? ( Cos i ever cheated on him ) call me slut or wadeva but ya, i know my mistake. and so, i hope he enjoyed his night.. i left about 2.45am and headed home first cos i didnt want to get scolded by his parents for being home late. and so, I kept telling myself, my hus is wise he wont dui bu qi me again. and with those words in my head i left him with his frens and head home on my own. ( I feel damn proud of myself ok?! )

And yes, de best part.. As i was damn tired, I went home bathed and went straight to bed without realising SH doesnt have the hse key with him. HAHAHA!! and my poor boy was stuck outside the hse for 30mins before i finally woke up and picked up de call. He came home and den bathed and joined me in bed. He cuddled me to bed and before long we were sleepin already.

We woke up about 1pm and headed downstairs for Lunch. After lunch, nua around before heading to Jason's for MJ session again. Bought 1 pint of Swensen's ice cream which i had left it at his place and den Wendy's for our dinner. MJ till 10pm before we headed home. bought mac while we were drivin back. watched a chi movie which was seriously damn lame till i fell asleep, was awaken when SH took off my spects for me. Sometimes, its such little gestures of him that makes me really love him alot.

I guess he is some1 i had already entrusted my life with, thou nowadaes i keep tryin to keep myself on guards :x Eg. I will like tell myself he may change into a very mean hus in future and to prevent myself from being sooo hurt i must not love/depend on him alot. Fuck up. but im just afraid. i dun wanna lose him, but after growin up from a broken family and seeing men changin after a certain no. of Married years. IM SCARED and im just tryin to PROTECT my FRAGILE self. ohwell, its better to play safe den sorry. okie lah! im not gonna continue such a emo emo post.

On a happy note, BBTai finally turns 7 mths old. I have been carryin this lil boy of mine for 7mths! time pass damn fast. and soon enough i will be in de delivery room screamin as thou im dying. HAHA! but im sure most important of all is that, I want my lil boy to be healthy when he is born (: and that it will be a safe delivery for both myself and my lil boy. HE MEANS THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD TO ME. and nth is gonna change that fact (:

Hello Readers,

surprised to see me blogging on a weekend ? ya.. cos SH is workin currently. and no 1 is at home. wanna go town but den damn lazy to go alone :/ spent my whole morning lookin for baby's clothing. Gonna start searchin for cutiepie's clothes. hehe (:

anyway, to those that really knows me. im a sucker to pink stuff. i get damn crazy over pink stuff. haha! i have lotsa pink clothings, bags even my jacket and water bottle is in pink :x so i am deciding if i shd get the pink juicy couture diaper bag. this 1 in pink. its simply unresistable. but cos im havin a baby boy. i dunno if i still shd get this and get the normal burberry or just get the bigger burberry and use it as a baby bag. any suggestions ?


Baby stuff aside, SH will be comin home for a little nap and we will be headin to PH tonight to celebrate RINI's 21st birthday. its been mths since i step into a club. I know its dangerous.. but i will make sure i take more precaution (: I hope every1 gonna enjoy their weekends. and i hope i will have hell of a good fun tonight! thats about it. BYE!

and yes! finally, My wedding montage. I dunno why thou its just a normal video, to me it means alot! and the things we went thru and all. Everytime i see this video i will tear.. Thanks to my wonderful bridemaid Liling for doing this for me (:

Hello, finally found time to upload my detailed scan photos of bbtai. he is fully formed and look like a cutiepie. hehe^^

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY SweetiePies..

Its Vday already, this year is the 2nd year i am with SH. and for the 2nd year we aint celebrating it. HAHA! ok. it isnt his fault, he did asked me if i wanted to have a good dinner and movie after it. but i rejected, thinkin of the mad expensive price. and im regreting it now.. OHWELL! i just hope today will passby fast. (:

Haven been blogging much, cos of a few reasons.
#1-> I am MAD LAZY!
#2-> There isnt much to update about
#3-> LIFE have been de same to me like everyday!

Let's update a little, what i did during the weekend.

Friday, After work we had dinner at home and den headed to Jason's place for BanLuck session. Played till 4am and We lost 10$ i think.

Saturday, woke up at 10am and left home at 10.45am for my checkup at Thomson. For the first time, my checkup took less den 30mins(waiting time included) cos Dr Tan needed to get a surgery done. thus kindda did a quick scan and all. no photos of babytai this time round ): babytai is growing good! he weighs 891grams, but ME, i am growing a little too fat :x hahaha ! must be all de laziness. Shall cut down on my food intake and make it a point to walk more (: After checkup, SH drove to Bugis and had the HK crispy noodle i was craving. MAD LOVE. and we did walked around for awhile before heading home. and head to my aunt's place in de evening.
We had Steamboat and den SH wanted to play MJ but den somehow, some1 said play BanLuck instead. and so, it was another BanLuck session which i lost $10. HAHA! keep losing sia. ohwell, its once a year. Next yr onwards, babytai will be around liao (: head home about 10+ and we slept at 12am.

Sunday, woke up at 10.30am called for Mac delivery. and i washed my clothes and rest a little more. My brunch came only at 11.45am, eat and den went to nua around. and took a nap at 3pm. Im sucha lazy pig now. :x woke up only at 6pm and i started playin MJ on viwawa. We only had dinner at 8pm. and den went to NTUC to buy my chocs, home and we watch a movie with strawberries and satay hehe^^ MJ again before sleepin at 12.30.

Im soooo tired now, cos i woke up at 6am today and couldnt sleep well until it was time for me to wake up. and now. im feeling emo + tired. I hope no1 sends flowers to my office for my colleages, i just dun wanna feel jealous.

I finally found time and am not lazy to blog alittle here. Had a little quarrel with SH last tues.. so it totally spoilt my mood for the whole day thus no post.. den comes wed, was workin for half day only. so i was only browsing online and wasting my time in the office. went home(niang jia) to visit my mum and pass some of the goodies i got in the office to her. sat awhile and talked to my aunt that came back for visitin from HK. head back home for lunch with SH.. Steamboat dinner with the family, after dinner we headed to JP for coffee and chitcatting.. (it seems like a weekly thing)

CNY chu yi- woke up at 8am. bathed and got ready within 20mins(with makeup), im damn surprised with myself cos usually it takes me 30mins to get my make up done. anyway we headed for breakfast at Superbowl's Mac. Shared a Deluxe breakkie with SH. left for JB visiting about 9.30am. This yr there isnt much ppl gg back to jb (compared to last yr) we managed to reach my MIL's mum place within an hour. stayed there till 1.30pm before heading to my FIL's mum place. had a light lunch there and left to meet my FIL's classmates.. had the rotiprata at JB, the plain rotiprata was damn nice compared to the egg 1. damn tasteless lah ! after their catching up, we headed back to SG reached SG at about 7+pm. SH&myself we rested alittle while before headin to bestie's place. Steamboat & gamble. I cant rmb if i lost or won. but SH won $18 in MJ.. reached home about 1am. mad tired..

CNY chu er- didnt do much that day. had steamboat with the family and SH's cousin came to join too. after lunch, we left for my place. went home(niang jia) for visitin about 2hrs and we went back home. didnt do anything at all. but we managed to book tickets for "Homecoming" at night. so we headed to JP at 9pm for coffee session before watching our movie at 10.30pm. Review for the movie: it aint that bad i would say.. had my fair share of laughin, but i still find that there's no meaning lah. like only laughin nia. so, if you wanna watch a funny show i think this is still ok. but dun put your expectation too high cos i find that jack neo's acting aint as good as before but still not bad lah.

CNY chu san- woke up only in the noon time. had lunch and more resting before i prepared to head to Celest's 21st. was de first to arrive cos i needed to head to SH's fren gathering. went there had a little buffet, chat for a little while and left for town. Met up with his fren and we had "The Mushroom Pot" for dinner. It was actually steamboat lah. food was ok but definitely not worth the $$. After dinner we headed to Jason's place. The guys started their MJ session. played a fast "dong" and we started playin BanLuck. I think i won a few dollars.. Cant really rmb thou.

CNY chu shi- nua for the whole afternoon. started to prepare only during the evening time. had a little quarrel with SH also. but ok liao haha! headed to my MIL's fren hse to bainian. I LOVE the BEEF STEAK at her place. mad nice ok ? had 4 pcs which i keep thinkin was only 3.. and i was not full lo !! headed to Christina's place at about 8+.. BanLuck session again.. me&SH both lost 30$++ add up its 60$. damn sad lah ! oh well, gamble got lose and win 1 lah.

CNY chu wu- SH got to work. so it was me alone at home with my MIL. only woke up at 12pm. MUAHAHA! sleep till damn shiok. had lunch and went to BoonLay Market with my MIL. bought some things from NTUC and went back home to nap. SH came back at 6. we had a light dinner and headed to TJ's place.. BanLuck session again !! this time round my luck got better. i won $60!! but SH lost $60. hahaha ! end up nv win also. but still, i had fun..

CNY chu liu- went to jp in the noon to book tickets for the show "Da Shi Jie" show isnt as nice lah. but learn alittle history about SG.. wont recommend this show if you are watchin it on a weekend. totally dun worth de $10. didnt really do much also. slept most of the time..

and now im back to work. with lotsa stuff to do. Headache ahh!!!! I really wish i dun need to work lo. be my own boss or sth. mayb i shd really take my up my nail course and work as a manicurist. I just simply love that job even thou its tiring. but the moolah is WOAH!! will still consider esp at the fact that if i do work as that "will i have time for my little boy?" I wanna spend as much time as i could with him. ohwell, i hope everything will work out good for me ! its a damn long post with words ONLY! ps ahh. dun really like takin photos now. cos i seriously think i look damn chui!

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