♥ Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Its Tuesday (: feeling much better already ! 3 more working days... Anyway, Last night Dinner date with JY& her sis was great. We actually chat/talked/laughed till we forgot about the time. and when we saw the time it was 11+pm. We had dinner at NP's alumni restaurant. It was JY's aunt restaurant. i ordered Lasagna(duno if you spelt it this way) but it was a really small portion. THANK GOD for the extra side orders. JY was able to feel Babytai's soft kick. and she still mention it was de first time she felt a pregnant woman tummy. HAHA! anyway, after we left. SH&myself decided to cab home instead of takin a bus cos it was OMG late. i actually was thinkin we would have left like 9+ or 10. but it was a really good meet up. gonna meet ger next sunday for my CNY's nails. I wonder if she is able to do a HelloKitty in cheongsum :x ohwell, I promise to take photos and post it up alright ? Last night I had a nightmare, it really felt sooo real. I dreamt SH started treatin me damn bad (like the time before we broke up) and I found out he had met another woman and wanted to leave me&babytai for her. I was like totally BEGGING him to not leave lo. Seriously, I wonder why i acted that way.. Imagine me on my kneels begging him not to leave.. but he just push me away, was not bothered and just left. I woke up feeling soooo scared&started getting paranoid. Somehow, SH woke up alittle too. and i asked him to hug me to sleep. and i kindda tell him the nightmare briefly. and he hugged me to sleep and ask me not to think too much and before he fell asleep. he told me he love me. awww. it was those words that stops my stupid thinkin and head back to slumberland. :D Honestly, these few mths have been quite a rough road for me. thou i dun have PMS, i start thinkin ALOT! and really. 1 of thing that tops de list is that SH will leave me. I cant wait till babytai is out, and me back to my usual self. I rather have pms den thinkin about all these shits everyday -.- When i woke up today, babytai was moving ALOT! he was punching me (im very sure its punching, cos his leg was in another direction.) and moving alot. i think i was sleepin in a position he dun like, but i was toooo tired to move plus SH was huggin me. so i ignore his punches and movement and went back to sleep (yes. im a super bad mummy :x) yup. thats the update i got for today. and im thankful there are still a handful of frens and readers that read my bloggie (:
Loved ♥