♥ Monday, October 25, 2010
Been neglecting this blog again. I do visit my blog like everyday, but i just dunno what to say. lotsa stuff has been in my mind recently. Its due to 1 mistake that Im having him for the rest of my life. I totally agree its a mistake, i feel im tooo young. I finally figured out what i wanted in life, what i wanna do for my future. and just 1 mistake of ours, everything have to be put to a side for the time being. Honestly, thou I really love him. I still regret. I regret for meeting up with him even thou we have broken up. I regret contacting him despite me avoiding him almost everyday. I did everything to try to forget about us, but it pain me alot. that r/s left a deep scar in me. I wanted to just go on with my life, and let you go on with yours. but yet de stubborn part of me wants you back. I know its too late to regret, and the fact that you ARE indeed treatin me much better den you did when we were together. But I guess what you said were true, its easy to forgive some1 but hard to forget when that some1 you trusted hurt you. I admitted to my mistake and SWEAR i will never do it again. but of cos, how to trust right ? likewise, you hurt me before with all the awful words. and now, when those sweet little stuff you say to me makes me feel love but at the same time i wonder if its true words coming from you. I wanna thank you for all the really nice thing you have been doing for US( me&babytai ), all the daily reminders, all the naggings i got from you. Yes, its annoying at times but i know you care. I have been stayin at your place for 2 weeks and i really enjoy waking up every single day either you kissing me on the forehead before you leave for sch or you sleeping soundly beside me. And of cos, I love it that you are hugging me and cuddling me up to bed EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I do hope that you would continue do it even after our Marriage. I promise and swear that, that mistake will NEVER EVER HAPPEN again.
Loved ♥
♥ Thursday, October 14, 2010
Hello. Haven been blogging almost a mth. time flies. anyway the aboved set of nails is done by JY for my birthday last mth. she finally uploaded the pics thus the late post about it :x anyway, the nails are all still intact. EVERY SINGLE CRYSTALS AND EVEN DE RIBBON. but i just pulled out 1 ribbon 2 days back. cos it hook my hair which got me damn irritated. HAHA! this set was done on 5SEPT and its 14OCT now. imagine how good her skills are to let me have beautiful nails for 1 mth plus. Gonna head to her place for a new set today as im getting my wedding photoshoot done this sat. its gonna be a hectic day for me and SH. I hope it wont rain. and that the photoshoot will be a success. As most of my frens have known, im getting married next mth on the 28th Nov. and the venue will be Grand Hyatt Singapore. ROM & Dinner will be held there (: Im so excited yet nervous. Its gonna be a day i will rmb for the rest of my life. I do hope everything will go smoothly. I guess thats about it, cos im just tooo busy preparing the wedding stuff. and i have to meet my sisters sooooon to plan the games for the groom on my wedding day. wonder how mean they will get to make ms go thru the games. it will be fun (:
Loved ♥
To have a Happy Family