♥ Thursday, December 16, 2010
LALALA!! its thursday already... I SMELL WEEKENDS! I cant wait to sleep and not wake up till noon time. hehehe^^ My boy would be headin to Zouk tonight and me stayin home (: shall have some alone time with babytai. haven been talkin to him lately :x hahahaha ! anyway, i had a conversation with a fren's gf which turned out to be quite a close fren. Christmas is coming, and it reminds me of christmas last year. De surprise he gave me, and as much as i would like to forget de pain i had given him. I still hate myself up to this date for hurtin him, so how can he just pretend nth went wrong and not hate me right ? but he could.. he showed me his love, care and concern for me&babytai. Since the time we parted, I nv once imagine us walkin down the aisle together hand in hand. Everything seems like a dream. Often, i asked myself. wad if i decided to let go of him and all these nv happen, what if the father of my child was another guy, what if he was not the guy that was beside me that night and mayb among de guest. I kept asking myself all these what ifs.. and yet i get no ans. mind me but i love to question things. wanting to know what if i had made another decision and all. dun be mistaken, i am happy being with him but just wanna know what if i decided to be with another guy when we had broke up. would all these still happened ? or would everything changed ? will FATE still bring us back together ? haha ! im a very "why" person. and i hope my little boy wont follow mummy's footstep. shdnt let him watch de " 1000 whys " show. i cant really rmb de title of the cartoon but im sure its cos of that show i keep questionin myself. hahah! actually i dun have much to blog. cos my babyboy isnt moving much and im like doing the same thing every single day. wake up at 7.50 leave hse at 8.15 reach office at 9 and home at 7pm dinner relax and watch show at 9pm and sleep at 10. this is like my daily routine EVERY SINGLE DAY! boring life of an office lady. oh well. just wanna add words into my blog. see liao also happy. mind me ahh. hahahaha ! shall post a photo of my tummy tonight or tml (:
Loved ♥