♥ Thursday, September 02, 2010
Im considering purchasing the aboved Maxi.but i dunno if I would use it often. but it looooks super pretty. :/
anyway. Its Exactly 1 week to B'day.
Tell me it will come and end fast. I dun wanna suffer.
the last thing I would wan is to cry on the day itself.
hurting has been quite a long process for me.
And surprisingly, My last r/s has a BIG impact on me.
I dunno how to trust some1.
how could I not find some1 just to replace him in my life.
Im really trying my best.
but despite what every1 had told me " is it worth it to go back to him? "
I still say " YES."
but im still quite uncertain. uncertain of what he is thinking.
What does his every action means.
Im a virgo, And i take every single detail into consideration.
which to some ppl - I think too much.
Life still goes on, and im still hoping to be able to step out of this pit.
Its gonna be 2 mths since we broke up.
I wonder how long will I stay in this state. and am i able to pick myself up?
I wan to be firm with my decision.
And when that day comes, I hope he will regret this.
Cos by den, I would have gone on and find my own happiness.
but for now, i shall just stay in the misery he had equipped me in. ):
Loved ♥
To have a Happy Family