♥ Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Updates before i start my leave (:
and so last night after work i went straight home.
bought dinner and had a slooooow dinner.
its been so long since i actually stayed home for 1.
ppl that knows me well will know why.
Den at 8pm. got a call from JH.
he wanna catch the movie Aftershock.
We rushed down to Vivo at 8.30pm
got our tickets and headed to get dessert at the HK shop.
loooove the mango dessert there. i just love sweet stuffs. hehe !
had to rush alittle cos the dessert came late.
We went in just in time for the show.
its a not bad show i must say. cried in some of the scenes.
show ended. and we head for supper.
went home at 1am. was soooooo tired !
My morning started out well. until i received a bbm.
and i got all so emo again. I hope my day will get better.
tonight will be a GOOD GOOD night (:
Virgin Trip to Ladies night. hear soooo many comments and all
and yes, Im into Army guys now. esp Commandos. :x
i just loove to see guys in Uniform. haha !
shd be infected by seeing tooo many army guys last time.
ah well. Lets hope i can pull it thru the whole night (:
P.S: You were the cause that made the NOW me.you knew i nv club alot. i would occasionally pester you to bring me.but you know it deep down i wouldnt go if you didnt.You asked me not to club & drink too much.but have you ever asked WHY am i doing all these?do you know how much pain you had inflicted me with ?Let me just say it clearly.I dunno if you rmb this, But at that moment of time. I was having some problems at home.I told you I needed you by my side.I wanted you to care for me. and just leave the break up aside till my home stuff are settled.but yet, you didnt. day by day. you told me you wanna break up.day by day you simply hurt me with the words that comes out from your mouth.You assured me you will be there. AS A FREN.you think i dun have enough frens to be there?Honestly speaking, whether or not you are my fren. it doesnt really matter.I needed you as a support, a PARTNER that is willing to be there.you explained saying you were here.. I dunno how i shd explain this to you.thus i came up with this.I loved you with all my heart, I trusted you my life.but you destroyed it. BOTH my heart and life.NOTHING you do can change the fact of what had happened.YOU actually scared me ! and to make it worst.Im actually afraid to get into a r/s. As much as i would like to find another partner.Im still afraid he will treat me like what you did.
Loved ♥