♥ Thursday, August 12, 2010
Today is yet another busy day for me :/
Shall just do a little update before i start burying myself with those doc.
Went home after dinner last night.
watch a little tv, sms, bbm & msn..
all the conversation topic are about the same.
friends asking how am i. if i need a shoulder they are willing to be there and all.
i felt that they were really sweet to ask me once in awhile.
and willing to here all my rantings.
Dun ask me why but i loooove to rant.
be it work stuff, family stuff or even BGR stuff
am glad they dun get bored of it also. haha!
and so, last night i was smsing and bbming half way
but i guess i was soooo tired i fell asleep within 2 mins !
it took me 2mins to fall asleep.
woke up with a shock. had so many notification on my phone.
wasnt able to reply anything, de moment i woke up
but i browsed thru every single msg.
I know every single 1 of you, lovelies wants me to be strong.
to be able to stand up and be the little HAPPY me.
but its quite hard, esp since i always wanted to be loved.
to those that are close to me, I believe you would have know what happen when i was young.
and my family problems and all.
thus all these problems made me want some1 to love me.
i longed for all those love.
some asked me why am i so desperate ?
reason: you dunno how much and what i have been thru.
and theres a reason why i didnt want to say.
I dun need ppl to pity me. thus i only say to ppl i trust and feel comfortable with.
but ya, told myself to get the emo-ness out of me.
blog-emo fb-emo twitter-emo.
hahahaha ! i know every1 is bored of my emo-ness.
shall snap out of it okie ?
Miss Sunshine is coming back (thats what he always call me HAHA!)
Tml is friday already.. gonna go BQ with JH.
den Sat movies with J. At night gonna head to Sentosa with Weitian (:
Im so excited for my little weekend getaway.
thou its only Sentosa. but i haven really been there for a very long time already.
Midnight swimming has always been our Fav thing
when we are at Siloso Beach Resort.
But alll im praying is that i wont experience any weird stuff when im there.
Loved ♥