♥ Wednesday, August 25, 2010
As I step into office today, I rmbed how much work I need to finish by end of today.
Chiong everything. didnt want to stay back just to complete all these.
Im finally done with all the shitty Cheques and invoices.
But its all these that makes me realise. Its Monthend again.
and its only Monthend that i would be soooo busy.
Aug is coming to an end. and normally for the past xx of years. i would have been happy.
like super happy. cos September, it actually means my birthday is reaching.
But for this year, somehow somewhat im not happy.
I didnt want to celebrate it even.
But i wanna meet up with frens i lose contacts with for soo many years.
I am not sure why such thinking is loitering in my mind.
It mayb cos, I feel old ? its like i have a HUGE responsibility over my life.
I have to think and plan of my future.
and i keep seeing strands of white hair growing.
Getting more and more paranoid about growing old :x
and den, comes the reason. I wanna celebrate it with him.
planned it. but yet, things seem to turn around.
I do hope my frens could replace him just for this year.
hopefully by next, i would have already found the "special" some1 (:
okie lar. enough of craps. shall continue with my shitty works.
Loved ♥