♥ Thursday, July 15, 2010
Hello ! Back from KL last night.
Dun really know what to blog.
But I came across bf's fren blog.
She herself just came out from a r/s
And the way she do things make me admire her.
I dunno how tough it is for her. But I am gg thru the worst part.
I nv like break ups.
And now that I have to deal with 1 again.
It just pain me to think of it.
I dun wan a break up. I dun even wan to have all these.
I rather we are quarreling and all. Den have to go thru this.
But this is part of life right ?
Its stupid if I wan to end my life just cos I can't deal with it.
But it often seems like an easy alternative.
Wanna stand back on my feet.
I wanna be the independent person I used to be.
You had given me a relationship that was almost perfect.
So perfect that you just have to end it.
You gave us 6 mths. But I have a feeling you are gg to end it.
I have to take the hard way, and forget you.
So that I won't fall hard when you tell me that 6 mths later.
I nv regret loving you. But I regret trustin you.
Believing that you really want me in your life.
All I have to say is. At times I secretly wish you are still in army.
We mayb quarreling often. But you were strong
Believin in us even when I'm not.
Guess this is the final stage of us.
Thanks for the memory, even if it werent so great.
Your fav song :)
Last but not least.
I LOVE YOU!
Loved ♥