♥ Friday, June 11, 2010
Its Friday already..
i realise.. ever since i stopped working.
time have been passing super fast !
and after almost 2 mths of break.
i guess i need to get back to work already.
whenever im alone, im always thinking of stuffs.
my r/s, my frens, my family and the list goes on..
I guess for now, i shd concentrate on sth i wanna archieve in life.
its like, ever since i finished studying.
im just wasting my time every day.
just workin and workin and enjoying life.
i have no purpose in life.
no aim in life.
i always mention i wanna archieve this or that.
but i never really worked hard towards it.
had a chat recently with a fren.
and he mentioned
"shdnt you have sth in mind you wanan work for ?"
"shdnt you keep yourself occupied den start imagining stuffs?"
"have you ever thought of going back to school ?"
it suddenly woke me up.
i have been wasting too much time.
and being like a koala bear. sticking to my bf almost 24/7
i bet he cant breath with my existent.
its time for me to change what i am now.
from being such a 24/7 gf to some1 that allows her bf to have some freedom.
from working aimlessly to nth to working to earn and study my nails stuffs.
from thinking so much about useless stuffs to some1 that thinks so much of her future.
i really hope i can keep all these in mind and start planning out my future.
Im no longer a kid. Am turning 21 next year.
shd start having an adult mindset.
and that in the near future i would save enough
- to open a business
- to be able to get married
- to have a family of my own.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
not to be looked down at.
yup. guess thats about it. cannot have a long list or i wont be able to keep it :x
woah. another long blog post.
guess this will happen if i dun blog often.
haha ! but who cares. i guess no 1 reads my blog also.
at least i have a place for me to rant about my stuffs (:
Loved ♥