I dunno how i shd do things now.
by holding him tightly, im afraid he would leave me cos im suffocating him.
if i let him have the freedom he wants, im afraid he will leave me cos he finds some1 else.
can some1 tell me what i shd do ?
I dun used to hold him so tight. but den, things happened.
and i changed. cos im afraid. i love him.
at this moment of time. i dunno what to do/dont do.
1 year ago, i told myself i have to pull it through with him till he ord.
but now.. i really wish to turn back time.
and start everything again.
i wanna save this r/s but i dunno what i can do.
suggestions from frens are :
fight for wad you want.( i want to, but how ?)
find some1 else i deserve some1 better.(why would i want to find some1 better ? when i feel happy being with him ?)
give him what he wants.( i want to. but can you understand my fear ?)
if he is yours, he will come back to you. ( and what if cos i dun care, that makes him not come back ?)
stay strong/ be strong ( i am tryin, but the thought of it just breaks me apart)
some1 else love me more den he does ( i am happy beign with him. i wan no1 else.)
but whatever it is. im willing to fight for this.
its my happiness, and i dun wanna lose it.

o9o9199o
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