okie. another week of not bloggin anything.
it had been a week of hell.
went thru de hardest stage of life.
which is admittin to a mistake and facing it.
it hurts to lie to some1 i lurve.
but i believe it hurts more to be lied by some1 you lurve and trust so much.
the whole of last week.
Sweetheart was on urgent leave, due to some problems i caused.
and he spent every single moment wid me.
makin sure i get back up on my feet after this fall.
it had been miserable for both of us.
both very emotionally dependin on each other for support.
it was hard. very hard. i had to admit.
but both of us kept it within us and put up a brave front.
till now i believe we are still holding on each other.
givin each other the support we need.
after 1 week of being together. being in each other arms.
today, my dear boy had to book in.
i felt terrible. suddenly my heart sank.
we parted at de train station.
trained back. smsin sweetheart on de way back..
fell asleep. and i dreamt that sweetheart was beside me.
until when i woke up to realise it was all a dream.
it felt so real. i felt his warmth. i knew i did.
i feel pretty much confused now.
i dunno where to head. sweetheart will be on duty.
which means i wont be seeing him for de next 11 days.
by den. it will be mid of dec.
and soon. 2010 will be approaching.
den CNY will be coming.
in a blink of an eye. Sweetheart will be headin to thailand for 1 month plus.
how im not going to miss him ? it took me sometime before i can get use to him having duty.
and now he is gg overseas again.
it kindda reminds me de first time we knew each other.
we decided to give each other some time.
and dat since Sweetheart will be in brunei.
it shd show if i do lurve him to wait for him.
and i manage to do so. and it was so hard.
and now. AGAIN ?! i duno how to go thru this agony again.
my heart just hurt upon thinkin about thailand
but yet im glad when Sweetheart is back. 3 more months to ORD.
will be seeing my Boy in his red beret and dressed smartly in his no. 1? is this wad they call ?
i guess so. (: im just lookin forward to that day..
and de month he ord. is the month we wil have our first anniversary.
hopefully things will go smoothly for de both of us.
kindda bullshit alot. but bloggin do help me relax and let my dear boy
knows wad im thinkin. widout me telliin him directly ?! XD
okie larx. i wanna call him and have a little chat before i meet him in my dreamland.
(: good night ppl !

o9o9199o
sweetTWENTY (:


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