♥ Friday, April 10, 2009
Im totally not myself today.
Suddenly i realise im not myself anymore.
i became another person.
The old Trina wasnt a possessive person.
she wouldnt mind her bf going out wid other ppl.
she wouldnt have quarrel for no reason.
she wouldnt have taken so much effort in a r/s
she wouldnt have make things happen.
she would have just break up if the person dun treat her the way she wants.
she would have been happy to have her freedom.
i guess i really change alot.
did quite alot of soul searching.
and Thanks JOE for enlightin me.
ya. all those you say were true.
my r/s lack the basic thing.
which is trust.
i say i trust him, but i never show or my action dun seem to be the way.
im gonna change back or shd i say i have to change back.
i dun wanna be like this anymore.
everyday thinkin about the other partner and stuffs.
its time for me to think about myself.
think wad i want.
and make sure im happy, do wadeva that i like.
i was sobbing almost for 3 hrs ?
till i met joe ?
he told me some stuffs that actually got me into serious thoughts.
after that, took the train to bedok.
met up wid tianjie(weitian's bf)&&andy&&tianjie's ganmei.
after that went to find weitian.
headed to loyang for praying. i was lookin around and askin qns.
now my whole body smells of joss stick.
and got 1 dog, sleep super funny got take pic.
but will post another day, im damn tired now
but anyway. after that
we went to boat quay.
and headed back home.
before going home, we went to get mac (:
my first meal of the day.
all i can say i have been real stupid these few months.
im sorry for all the hurt that i have given you.
sorry for being so possessive.
my eyes are quite swollen now.
wanna finish my mc chicken and bathe den go sleep le.
its so swollen dat i cant open my eyes properly.
going to carlton hotel tomolo.
is this wad we want ?
Loved ♥