♥ Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Today had been a long day for me.
i cried almost the whole day.
i think i had my thoughts straighten out.
I lurve him alot.
and i need to give him space to breath !
i must keep my words.
Anyway, Sean came over to my place around 5.
cos he knew i didnt eat.
so brought me to Jurong West.
had fishball noodles.
but i couldnt finish it.
cos i have no appetite.
den i started talkin to him about my problem.
and i started cryin again.
wahaha. sorry arx.
damn ps to cry infront of you.
after dat he had to go some where else.
so headed to amk hub to meet a fren.
met a little while.
and off he went.
loiter around.
and talk to some1 till my hp low batt.
so i decided to go home.
called honeyy. and he said he dun mind sendin me home.
we didnt utter a single word throughout the journey.
i dunno wad to say.
but i know i miss him badly.
haiss.
i know he is troubled wid his work and business stuffs.
but yet i cant do anything.
and wads worst is i irritate him more.
Seriously, wad is wrong wid me?
if i leave will you feel better?
i dunno wad i can do to make you feel better.
i lurve you. but my action doesnt seem to be the way it is.
im really sorry ! ):
Loved ♥