♥ Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Honeyy,
i know dat you came to my hse instead of going home.
cos you knew sth was wrong.
but i didnt even appreciate it.
if it was on a normal day.
i would have been overjoyed.
i know you care for me.
and love me.
but somehow today i am not myself.
i wanted to throw my temper and stuffs.
but i tried to control myself.
dats the reason why i was so quiet the whole day.
im sorry !!
i know i am not myself today.
but for some reason.
i am not happy at all.
and i know you realise it.
tried to cheer me up and stuffs.
but im just not myself.
haiss~
went home quite early today.
left honeyy's place at 10.
but reached home at 11.
took a very very slow drive home.
drove like 60km/hr
ppl dat knows me will be shocked.
cos i always speed.
and today the roads were so smooth for me to speed.
but i chose to drive slowly.
like i said im not myself today.
i hope after a good night rest i will feel better.
im constantly thinkin about you.dreams keep makin me think about the past.thinkin of you only makes me unhappyi hate it.i wish it will go away.
Loved ♥