hello!
had been really very emo these few days.
i really need a shoulder to cry on.
its really tough being me.
and to some ppl.
how they wish they were me?!
i wish i was them.
they didnt suffer as much as i did.
no one knows the pain i am going through now.
every1 sees me smiling and laughin.
but when i cry.
who was there?
i dunno.
guess mayb i shd tahan awhile more.
mayb death is nearing~
these few days.
quite a few ppl have been commentin about my bf.
seriously.
are you all just jealous or wad?
why cant my bf be fat?
fat ppl are not human mehx?
so wad if im pretty and he is ugly.
hello?! i lurve him for who he is.
im not after his assets or wadsoever.
im not such a person okie!
i really dun understand.
im the person being wid him not you guys.
why you all bother so much?
does appearance really matter so much?
get a life larx.
think about your own problems before thinkin about mine.
i dun need any1 to care or bother about my relationship wid honey.
as far as im concern.
I REALLY LURVE HIM.
and to those that thinks im pregnant.
im not okie!
i just wanna get married early.
and i dun think there is any wrong in it.


i dunno wad you see in me.
i felt unworthy for you.
you love me so much.
but i keep hurtin you.
haiss~
i really dunno wads wrong wid me.
do you think there is hope for us?!