♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008
does Cinderella really exist?
i have been dreamin of princesses since i was young.
and i really wonder if its true.
its every girls dream to get marry to their prince charming.
and that they live happily ever after.
but does all these really happens in reality?
i dun think so.
marriage seem so be sth wonderful on my mind
but yet it seem scary when i think about my parents.
i would love to be Cinderella.
being tortured at first and will have a sweet and happy ending.
i would like my story to be like this.
will it happens?
honeyy was sayin im easily bullied.
in a sense that my heart is too soft.
and i was thinkin about it.
mayb its true?!
thats why i have been cheated by so many guys
seriously am i stupid or wad?
i trusted so many but yet they failed me.
made me felt like some fool.
haiss.
i really wanna breakdown already.
nothing keepin me from going except for honeyy.
he has been there for me.
thou i dun really tell him much about my prob.
but i know he feels the pain i am going though.
i just hope this will mark the end of all my relationships.
i cant go through another break up.
its real tough going through it.
falling in love may seem easy.
but gettin out of it is real hard.
i still feel the pain.
those ppl have given me.
haiss.
i just wanna spend more quality time wid youas much as possible.i dunno wad will happen in the future.and i dunno wad i will become.but i hope we will still pull through together.you have given me many happy&&sweet memories.and that is more den enough for mea BIG THANK YOU for you(:im sorry to have said this.but i lurve you too much to lose you.and i really mean wad i say.muackss~you are my one and only honeyy!!
Loved ♥